Thursday, October 9, 2008 ;♥
today's a damn boring day....
and so was yesterday....
and so was last week.....
and so was last month.....
and so was last year....
LOL. this is getting lamer and lamer. but this is all facts. not opinion. i do not admit that my life was ever exciting for once. i am always leading a very lame, boring, pointless life. the only time i feel happy is when im away from my parents, away from home. even if it means going out alone. i feel excited to trainings and school days, where i spent my time with my friends and classmates(except **** **). i do not know why i feel this. and even worse, this feeling is getting stronger and stronger as days go by. i start to 'hate' my parents, but i do not dare admit it. its like i am just a living zombie whenim at home. i look forward to my cousin coming from NTU during the weekends, but i still don't like to stay home.
can any one tell me why?
in any cicumstances, we still need to be grateful to our parents. after all, it is they who had given birth to us. anyway, i manage to go against all odds, and secretly read naruto manga and chat with my friends over msn. i wish to go out with my friends this weekend. but my dad won't allow. my mum won't allow. and their reason? "you are still only 14, and your results are too low. you had jolly well stay home/office and study." What the........
tomorrow i finally got the chance to escape from home. i plan to go to library @ esplanade to borrow some music scores for my diploma exam next year. STRESS.........:(
bleach fan;
