Sunday, December 14, 2008 ;♥
yozz ppl
its monday tdae....
im in my parent's office...
and i seem to have the monday blues....
and i really hate it in here helping them sort out their problems....
but i do have a laptop to blog and play games with...
haha.... :D
Kk. Now, back to the same old question. What should i write abt tdae? My parents? not much. My friends? dun noe wer to start from. My brother? no, not really. How abt my day tdae? nah. as boring as a piece of shit.
I think i will write about what i wish to do for the last 3 weeks of my incredibly boring holiday. i wish... i could go out to my friend's house once more(quite impossible), reduce my weight??!!(that sounds weird, but i think its necessary..Haha) finish my english holiday homework(miracle) and chinese homework(disaster, coz i cant' find any word or phrase i can't understand) and, what else.... i think that's all.
AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!! really feel like scolding vulgar sia. i feel so miserable and stuck in this place... Seriously, i don't mind being lousier than other people, i don't mind being unable to play the violin or the piano, i don't mind being better than other ppl in terms of valuables, I CAN GIVE UP EVERYTHING IN EXCHANGE FOR SOME MORE TIME TO SPEND WITH MY FRIENDS!! But do my parents care?? They may buy a new phone for me, they can buy converse bag for me, they can provide me with information in the business world with whatever method they can think of, they can do whatever they want. I know what they are doing is for the sake of a better future for me. If they can just give me one week, or even just 3 days, where i can be on myself during the day and they don't care where i go, i would be more than satisfied. Every time when i ask my dad:"can i go to ***'s house?" he would reply:" for what? play? does he live in a condo? does his parents work in their own company? no right? then still go for what? he is only better than you in studies, you just need to listen to me in how to study ok.... blah blah blah..." That day when i come back after going to Daniel's house, my dad ask me to relate what we did in his house. i told him almost everything, leaving out the part where we were playing ps2. something he detest the most. i got whacked like hell when i was p5, and i went to my friend's house to play computer. See? thats my dad. my mum? better not say abt her. everyday show me that gl face, like i was her maid like that.
Forget abt it liao lar! All i can say is that i'm unlucky to be born into this family. However, I'm lucky to have friends in the school, espescially those in Catdog Crubb, who are always caring and friendly.
Haha
Wish you all a happy christmas and merry new year!(lol)
bleach fan;
